Birthdays suck

I'm stressing out over my birthday party. Most are saying they can maybe come, and like 4 aren't going for sure
That leaves only ONE confirmed guest, and 14 no replies.
I really don't want this to be a repeat of my 12th birthday party...the one where no one came...and I was stuck alone with a cake and food.
Hooray for pre-birthday blues, and fuck my life because I feel like I have no friends.
Talking to Steffi is making me feel better.....kinda :/