I need

A break from life.
Yeah, fuuuuuucccckkk thiiisssss.
I really want to smoke up right now.
I know you should turn to drugs to deal with issues (I don't really wanna state these issues here, because it's something you need to hear me say face-to-face), but clearly it helps.
Besides, I'm pretty sure I have self-control with my life.
Whatever, we'll see how this goes.
Accounting and Guitar triads test tomorrow.
I believe I am well-prepared.
Also, have you ever had that feeling when you hang out with your friends and you feel like you're annoying them or whatever?
Is that normal? Idk, I am a strange person.
Suicide is sounding pretty nice right now. Really though, the only things holding me back are curiosity for 2012, and my friend's (you know who you are).
Yeah I'm a little emo kid, but whatever, judge all you want.
Problems aren't as little as they sound.
I kinda wish I had a therapist.
Maybe I'll get one, rather than blog out whatever, thinking people out there read this shit.
I really want to just go on a boat, and drift from this nonsense.