Is it wierd

That I'm getting sad over thinking about the end of this school year?
I have no idea, but I get depressed whenever I think about it.
That's the hassle of having friend's older than you :/
I keep thinking way over my head. But I always remember what my mother tells me
"We'll cross the bridge when we get there"
It helps me calm myself down.
I'm a weird child.
Elle was over, and we had one of our conversations. Not our typical stupid conversations, but the one where she opens me up like a book, and reads me. I swear it freaks me out how she knows exactly what I'm thinking, and how I feel about certain things, situations etc. But at the same time, it's nice to know someone who fully understands me, and has pretty much experienced everything I'm going trough right now (Not that I have much to go trough, when I really think about it). So many things I'd like to say, but I just don't know how to convey it.