Sorry for hardly being on this. I needed a break as I last said.
Well quick updates:
I have a job
This Halloween was the BEST ONE EVER.
My parents found my stash of alc (my mom kept it for herself :C )
My desktop is broken so I cannot access my music
& Someone stole my suit jacket!!!!!
Yeah, well, byeeeee~
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I need
A break from life.
Yeah, fuuuuuucccckkk thiiisssss.
I really want to smoke up right now.
I know you should turn to drugs to deal with issues (I don't really wanna state these issues here, because it's something you need to hear me say face-to-face), but clearly it helps.
Besides, I'm pretty sure I have self-control with my life.
Whatever, we'll see how this goes.
Accounting and Guitar triads test tomorrow.
I believe I am well-prepared.
Also, have you ever had that feeling when you hang out with your friends and you feel like you're annoying them or whatever?
Is that normal? Idk, I am a strange person.
Suicide is sounding pretty nice right now. Really though, the only things holding me back are curiosity for 2012, and my friend's (you know who you are).
Yeah I'm a little emo kid, but whatever, judge all you want.
Problems aren't as little as they sound.
I kinda wish I had a therapist.
Maybe I'll get one, rather than blog out whatever, thinking people out there read this shit.
I really want to just go on a boat, and drift from this nonsense.
Yeah, fuuuuuucccckkk thiiisssss.
I really want to smoke up right now.
I know you should turn to drugs to deal with issues (I don't really wanna state these issues here, because it's something you need to hear me say face-to-face), but clearly it helps.
Besides, I'm pretty sure I have self-control with my life.
Whatever, we'll see how this goes.
Accounting and Guitar triads test tomorrow.
I believe I am well-prepared.
Also, have you ever had that feeling when you hang out with your friends and you feel like you're annoying them or whatever?
Is that normal? Idk, I am a strange person.
Suicide is sounding pretty nice right now. Really though, the only things holding me back are curiosity for 2012, and my friend's (you know who you are).
Yeah I'm a little emo kid, but whatever, judge all you want.
Problems aren't as little as they sound.
I kinda wish I had a therapist.
Maybe I'll get one, rather than blog out whatever, thinking people out there read this shit.
I really want to just go on a boat, and drift from this nonsense.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
A weekend of fun and sickness
So Zombie Walk was a no go. It's cool thought, because I wasn't up for it. I got really sick on Thursday, and I JUST got better the next day. I'm rarely sick so when I do get sick, I feel like major shit. Also on Friday, I learned something very important: STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM NICOTINE GUM. Shiiiitttt, I don't even know why I took it, I don't even smoke cigarettes. Really it was from an ounce of curiosity, since Sovatana told me he got a buzz from it. I felt so damn lightheaded, and I wanted to throw up. I also fell asleep in the halls, and woke up with people staring at me lie down on the floor. I also had a killer hangover in the morning, beucause on the same day, we got 2 bottles of Vanilla Smirmoff, and some Zinfandlale.
Those 3 things pretty much killed my excitement to go downtown, and I still have a dry cough that hurts my heart. I really hope this cold goes away.
It was a fun and lazy-filled weekend regardless! We did the usual, lie down on my bed doing nothing, but talk about random shit, and watch TV, then we went to DQ, and rented a scary movie....Resident Evil, to be specific, mostly because I'm such a pussy, and can't stand watching scary movies.
By the way, never ever order the Pumpkin Pie blizzard, it is an evident waste of money.
So yeah, I still have 1 bottle of Smirmoff, and half a bottle of Zinfandale, for my stash. (Whoo, my first stash, I feel so badass)
Yeah it's also Sunday, so..:
Those 3 things pretty much killed my excitement to go downtown, and I still have a dry cough that hurts my heart. I really hope this cold goes away.
It was a fun and lazy-filled weekend regardless! We did the usual, lie down on my bed doing nothing, but talk about random shit, and watch TV, then we went to DQ, and rented a scary movie....Resident Evil, to be specific, mostly because I'm such a pussy, and can't stand watching scary movies.
By the way, never ever order the Pumpkin Pie blizzard, it is an evident waste of money.
So yeah, I still have 1 bottle of Smirmoff, and half a bottle of Zinfandale, for my stash. (Whoo, my first stash, I feel so badass)
Yeah it's also Sunday, so..:
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Team Zombie
Toronto Zombie Walk on Saturday! I'm so excited! I'm also gonna get a pipe, which makes me impatient for Saturday. :)
I am looking out for a dark purple one, and name it after my favorite Pokémon: Gengar!
Today has been a pretty awesome week, did I mention I got a job?
And it's at an Italian restaurant, key word; RESTAURANT! It's like exactly the industry I wanna be in, in the future.
Although I'm just a busboy, I was told I could do cooking sometimes, which is a double bonus.
Not really much to talk about, other than those 2.
So, So You Think You Can Dance season 6 has announced their top 20. I'm so happy about the outcome. Vote for Nathan Trasoras, Ellenor Scott, Bianca Revels, Mollee Grey, Paulina Mata, and Russell Ferguson! Never have I rooted for this many people. I'm hoping this season is amazing.
I am looking out for a dark purple one, and name it after my favorite Pokémon: Gengar!
Today has been a pretty awesome week, did I mention I got a job?
And it's at an Italian restaurant, key word; RESTAURANT! It's like exactly the industry I wanna be in, in the future.
Although I'm just a busboy, I was told I could do cooking sometimes, which is a double bonus.
Not really much to talk about, other than those 2.
So, So You Think You Can Dance season 6 has announced their top 20. I'm so happy about the outcome. Vote for Nathan Trasoras, Ellenor Scott, Bianca Revels, Mollee Grey, Paulina Mata, and Russell Ferguson! Never have I rooted for this many people. I'm hoping this season is amazing.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Really?
Person#1 "Don't get alarmed when I say this, but I think we're drifting" That was brushed off
9 hours later
Person#2 "Have you noticed...we're kind of drifting? Like we're not that close anymore" Now it's imprinted on my brain
Drifting already? After one failed mission (I tend not to use this word much), and after JUST month ? Just two days ago we where talking on the phone till 4 in the morning, just 4 days ago I skipped violin, and lied about volunteering for a charity just to hang out. I honestly wish this doesn't happen, because really you guys are the closest friend's I have. Please tell me this is just us being melodramatic.
Anyway, here's this weeks postsecret. It's only one, and I thought it was really sweet.
9 hours later
Person#2 "Have you noticed...we're kind of drifting? Like we're not that close anymore" Now it's imprinted on my brain
Drifting already? After one failed mission (I tend not to use this word much), and after JUST month ? Just two days ago we where talking on the phone till 4 in the morning, just 4 days ago I skipped violin, and lied about volunteering for a charity just to hang out. I honestly wish this doesn't happen, because really you guys are the closest friend's I have. Please tell me this is just us being melodramatic.
Anyway, here's this weeks postsecret. It's only one, and I thought it was really sweet.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Staying up late
Talking on the phone about sex and whatnot, till 3 in the morning, is always a classic.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Is it wierd
That I'm getting sad over thinking about the end of this school year?
I have no idea, but I get depressed whenever I think about it.
That's the hassle of having friend's older than you :/
I keep thinking way over my head. But I always remember what my mother tells me
"We'll cross the bridge when we get there"
It helps me calm myself down.
I'm a weird child.
Elle was over, and we had one of our conversations. Not our typical stupid conversations, but the one where she opens me up like a book, and reads me. I swear it freaks me out how she knows exactly what I'm thinking, and how I feel about certain things, situations etc. But at the same time, it's nice to know someone who fully understands me, and has pretty much experienced everything I'm going trough right now (Not that I have much to go trough, when I really think about it). So many things I'd like to say, but I just don't know how to convey it.
I have no idea, but I get depressed whenever I think about it.
That's the hassle of having friend's older than you :/
I keep thinking way over my head. But I always remember what my mother tells me
"We'll cross the bridge when we get there"
It helps me calm myself down.
I'm a weird child.
Elle was over, and we had one of our conversations. Not our typical stupid conversations, but the one where she opens me up like a book, and reads me. I swear it freaks me out how she knows exactly what I'm thinking, and how I feel about certain things, situations etc. But at the same time, it's nice to know someone who fully understands me, and has pretty much experienced everything I'm going trough right now (Not that I have much to go trough, when I really think about it). So many things I'd like to say, but I just don't know how to convey it.
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